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The Black Shirt Problem
Filed by S.
The Black Shirt Problem
It has come to my attention that I may have accidentally acquired a cursed object.
This was not the intention.
The item in question is a black Tottenham Hotspur kit shirt received as a Christmas gift. On paper it is an ordinary football shirt. Polyester. Crest. Sponsors. The name of Richarlison printed confidently across the back.
At the time of acquisition it appeared harmless.
Since entering my possession, however, the garment has developed a pattern of behavior when worn that is difficult to ignore.
Every match it has witnessed has ended poorly.
Not in the routine, respectable sense that football occasionally produces, but in the more theatrical variety where the defensive structure begins asking philosophical questions and the scoreboard continues updating itself with administrative efficiency.
At first I assumed coincidence. Spurs supporters are, after all, well trained in the art of statistical humility. Losses happen. Seasons wobble. The table grows uncomfortable. Spursiness happens.
But at some point coincidence begins to look… ceremonial.
The color does not help.
Black is rarely the color of optimism in sport. Black is formal. Black suggests acknowledgement. It is the sort of garment one might wear when attending an event that may involve quiet reflection and the phrase “perhaps next season.”
In recent matches the shirt has begun to resemble less a kit and more a mourning garment that arrived early and simply stayed.
Which raises the question now under investigation.
Did I accidentally acquire a cursed item, or did I merely obtain the artifact destined to witness the difficult stretch?
Football fandom has always maintained its relics. The scarf that cannot be washed. The seat that must never be abandoned. The hat that was once removed in the 83rd minute and has therefore never been removed again.
The black Richarlison shirt may belong to this category.
Not maliciously cursed.
Just… begrudgingly cursed.
A reluctant absorber of disappointment. A garment that did not volunteer for this responsibility but appears to have received the assignment anyway.
And once an object assumes that role, the arrangement becomes difficult to break. Because eventually—after enough losses, enough strange afternoons, enough moments spent staring quietly at the league table—that same garment will be present when something improbable happens.
A goal where there should not have been one.
A match where the defense remembers its job.
A victory that arrives confused and slightly apologetic, as though it wandered into the stadium by mistake.
And when that happens, the cursed shirt becomes the lucky shirt.
Until that day arrives, however, the evidence remains what it is.
I appear to own a begrudgingly cursed Tottenham kit.
Which leaves only the appropriate closing rite.
Begrudging Benediction — For the Mourning Shirt
May this black shirt bear witness
to goals that refuse to arrive
and defenses that forget their employment.
May the crest remain upright
even when the table grows uncomfortable.
May the striker upon its back—
the man called Richarlison—
remember that nets are destinations
and not philosophical suggestions.
And should victory someday appear—
confused, accidental, and slightly apologetic—
may this begrudgingly cursed garment be present
to record the moment the tide finally turned.
Reluctantly blessed.
Proceed anyway. ⚽
Does begrudgingly cursed, at any time, reflect intention? Perhaps it needs an initiation rite?